"Shelter" - image by Brooke Shaden (more of her images here)
I have admired Brooke Shaden's fine art photography since I first found her on Flickr about 10 years ago. When I starting posting to Instagram, I was happy to see she had also an account and started following her there. She has offered photography classes and workshops in the past, and in late December she posted about a two-week, online, "Create Your Story Challenge" she was organizing for January 1 - 14th. The registration fee was pay-what-you-can, with 30% of the donations going towards a charity established by Shaden that teaches photography to victims of human trafficking. She hoped to get 1,000 people registered and I decided to be one of those 1,000 people.
Tomorrow is the last day, and it has most definitely been challenging, and much more time consuming than I anticipated (although, I'm not really sure what I anticipated). On January 1st, we received a downloadable workbook, and four videos demonstrating Shaden's creative process for her work, and each day since then we have received an email with questions for that day and a social media prompt. There were also some "create" days, followed by "analyze and feedback" days, and three live video chats with Shaden spread over the two weeks. I was at home for the first two days of the challenge so there was time available to devote to this, but then when I went back to work, I felt pressured for time to complete the exercises and do justice to the process, and despite my best intentions, quickly fell behind. I learned during the first live video chat that I was not the only participant struggling to keep up; the good thing is that we can take a long as we want to complete the challenge, and the hope is that we will continue the practice after the two weeks are over.
One benefit I have found is that because we are encouraged to devote part of each day to thinking and acting creatively, I have been inspired to shoot more, which is definitely one of the things I hoped to achieve by doing the course. On New Year's Day, I asked my neighbour, Natalie, if she would come out with me to take a few photos - I had some vintage furs I wanted to document as they were disintegrating, and although it was quite cold, we had no snow, so it was as good a day for an outdoor shoot as we would likely get in January.
I wore an ankle-length blue-green velvet dress I purchased from a friend's vintage store several years ago, a fox fur hat (from a consignment store), and two vintage fur pieces that I rescued from being thrown away, which, sadly, are shedding and falling apart. I had no particular theme or inspiration other than the pieces themselves, which have an old-school, Hollywood style glamour which contrasted nicely with the back alley/parking lot location.
I haven't worn my glasses for the last couple of shoots I've done; I felt they were out of place with the outfits I was wearing. I noticed that I definitely feel more vulnerable without them (most likely because I can see two feet in front of me without them).
There is an empty lot near my house that is being dug up, and I thought it might make an interesting backdrop for some photos but I ended up not liking any of them except this one. I am pretty sure the coat is from the 1940's, based on the shape and design details. Sadly, it has large splits in the side and the back caused by the fur drying out, which are not really noticeable until you move. I love the warm, rich colour of the fur, and the gorgeous sleeve detail.
detail of the fitted inner sleeve and vintage elbow-length gloves
The other piece I wanted to photograph was this lush fox fur stole, rescued from landfill, but unfortunately so dry that the slightest shake releases a cloud of white fur, and the pleated satin is badly stained. I hope it led an exciting life before coming to me.
Natalie caught a shot of the back view of the dress as I sprinted across the parking lot to get my coat when we were finished.
What's behind the door? Hopefully good stuff!
The questions I've had to answer during this challenge have required some soul-searching: some examples include: "How is your life different now from what you thought it would be?", "Would the child that you were recognize the adult you've become?", "After you die, what do you want people to remember about you?" and "What do you stand for?" They are questions that require time and effort to answer and I will continue to work my way through the challenge in the weeks to come. I also hope to ride the wave of creative inspiration this process has initiated and push myself beyond my comfort zone. I am excited to see what 2019 brings, but more importantly, I'm interested in what I will bring to it.
What are your hopes for this year? Do you have projects you've been putting off, or dreams that have remained unfulfilled that you are determined to see come to fruition in 2019?